Am I awful for having a favorite cat?

Let me preface this by saying OF COURSE I LOVE BOTH MY CATS VERY VERY MUCH. They are both my little guys and I dont know what I would do without either of them.

that said.....I definitely have a favorite out of the two.

I raised one since he was 4 weeks old, and got the other when he was 5 from a shelter.

I definitely favor the one I raised just a little, but i think its just BECAUSE I raised him? he's actually the worse behaved out of the two, so its not even like the other one is a bad boy or something.....

My husband gives me shit all the time about picking favorites and I really have never even considered that a problem....both still get showered with love and affection every day, the "non fav" one probably gets even more attention time just because he is the more pushy of the two...

but the comments are starting to weigh on me.... is it actually bad that I have a favorite??? like if we were talking human children I think that WOULD be a problem.....idk. thoughts?