Life is beautifull.

I’m jobless, and I feel completely stuck in life. The only thing I know how to do is make music, and even that feels like it’s not good enough.

I don’t want to live with my parents anymore, and I think about running away, but I don’t even have the money to do that. I have no social life, no relationships, and it feels like I have no support system at all.

My mind is always in fight or flight mode, worrying about things I shouldn’t even be worried about. I used to feel creative and inspired, but that part of me feels gone now. Nothing excites me anymore not even things like weed or alcohol. I just feel empty, i feel hollow and hopeless.

its about to be 2 AM. really thinking abt ending it all but im too much of a coward to do so.

life dont excite me no more, i was never like this... i feel like a looser. an outcast. Not here to get sympathy, i genuinely want someone to guide me a little, i have lost my sanity.