I'm done with life.

My life is genuinely over, and I give up. As usual, I started with the "2026 is my year" but it really isn't. It has been the worst year of my life, and even though we are only 4 months in, there is no fixing it. I have hit my breaking point. This post isn't really a cry for help, or hoping that someone will come help me. I'm just done.

I don't really have much of anything. I still live at home with my parents, and I just have ~20k saved in my name, which I was saving for tuition but I'm dropping out. I'm going to split this money and give it to my younger brothers, so if/when they attend post secondary, they won't huge concern of money like I did. It'll be more than what I started with.

I plan on working this summer full time, and try to make as much money as I can to give my younger brothers.

To those who have made a plan to leave everything behind, what did you do for your loved ones. Here's what I plan to do.

1. Clean the entire house from top to bottom in depth. This'll help my mom out a lot.

2. Money to my siblings. It'll help with tuition and whatever else they want to spend on. It won't be much but it'll be something.

3. Letters. I'm going to write a personalized letters to each of my immediate family members.

4. Vacation for my parents. I'm going to buy my parents plane tickets back home, so they can visit their family, which they haven't seen in a while

5. Clean my parents' car, They work a lot so they don't really have a chance to clean their cars, so I shall clean it for them.

If there's anything I'm missing, please let me know.

Thank you!