Toxic love both ways?

recommendions where they're lwk both toxic or maybe js the ml is toxic/yandere/insane and the FL acts like she doesn't like it on the surface but deep inside she's thrilled or vise versa

or maybe they js go on and off back and forth, but they js can't seem to be away from each other even if they want to bc nobody understands them like they do, it's js a type of "love" that only they u understand, and others think they're crazy, theyre both lwk ruining each other and making each other worse and they can't get enough of it

idrk know how to explain it😭😭

straight recs only

I'm fine wit manga/hwa/hua, books, web/light novels, idk anything I js need ts trope sb 😭😭