23 f i feel so alone and i have no family to go to, what do i do?

why do i have no one

i wish i had someone who could be here more

i have a bf but he’s busy a lot

i know my friends have lives but ive been struggling for so long it feels like no one cares

i trying to get better meds but tbh i have no motivation maybe thinking of tms or i don’t know i can’t stop feeling alone and sad