Anyone else have a strange predicament of wanting to learn about history without wanting to see the gory images?

Sorry if this isn’t the right sub

Recently I’ve been wanting to learn more about Emmett Till. I’m currently reading the book The Blood of Emmett Till and is really good so far. I’ve been meaning to read the book his mother wrote about him but it includes the photo of his dead body and I don’t have the heart to look at that. I’ve tried looking for an audiobook of Death of Innocence but the only one I could find was summarizing chapters and not reading the actual book. Is there any audio of Death of Innocence by Mamie Till Mobley that exists?