4/1/2026

when i exchanged cloths with my ex. they smelled VERY strongly of her and it makes me melancholy everytime i smell them. i know that that scent wont last and i know that she will eventually fade from my memory, but everything still hurts. im probably gonna get high and forget this so i am trying to get it out of me before then. i got s new desk extention and it is very cool and i am excited about it. i am a failure and i should kill myself. no one will ever love me and care for me the way that i need to be cared for. im gonna lose my mind one day and time is the only thing between me and then (or it bc it wont be me). god save me. amen