I (28m) cheated on my girlfriend with my ex

I’ve been on both sides of cheating in various relationships in the past but last night was the most fucked up scenario I’ve had to yet..

A little backstory, I’ve been dating my current girlfriend for over a year now and things have been great. The sex is great and there isn’t any issues, other than the fact that there is something about cheating that turns me on. I know, I’m an asshole, but the sex is just a little more feral and fun. My current gf is into CNC and lets me fuck her in any way I want, there are little to no limits in place. She says it’s the best sex she’s ever had and she’ll cum 2-3 times before I even think about cumming.

My ex is honestly pretty much the same as my current girlfriend, same sort of sex drive. We both cheated on each other in the past and it was semi-toxic, that being said the cheating aspect was always very alluring.

So my ex messaged me a few days ago asking if I was seeing anyone, I told her I was and she was instantly turned on. She wanted to fuck as soon as I said that. It’s like she got off on the fact that she could have me even if I was with someone else. We ended up meeting up and fucking in the car for a good hour or so. Laughing at my gf and getting me to say a bunch of fucked up shit that got her off.

There is just something about fucking another woman while being in a relationship that is so hot, especially when the other woman knows about it and wants to prove that she is better. Thinking about taking this a step further and meeting up with anyone off reddit to do it again, maybe even film some of it.