Newbie needs advice

Meko upsc k lie prep Krna hai and ghrwale bolre ghr se Krle online. But ik ghr p vo mahaul and discipline nhi ban pata to Im thinking Cuet du and gov clg mile to bahar jau otherwise ye meko kahi nhi bhejne wale. Only a gov clg is my way out there to leave this toxic household and prep for the exams.

But regular clg k sath prep karna isn't peace of cake. 😭😭 And I just want some piece of advice. Prnts bolre ghr k pss clg lele and ghr se prep kr that's all.

But ik ghr rehke pdhai ni hone wali meri.

So any advice ??? And online batches lu to kaha k lu ? And agar tele or yt se prep kru to kahase kru.

I would love to get suggestions from the seniors.