I Wish i had sex in my youth

the title might sound cringe and probabily not worth here but i Just Wish i could.make love with a girl when we are both still young i am afraid of becoming a creep i am 28 but i stillvlike 23 years old girls and despite the look of 30+ girls idk how to get this off my mind,everytime i could get a girl some moron fake friend tried everything to sabotage me and make himself look like the Better one