Life update #OO

Hey there Allstar.

I thought of giving you a small life update, since so much had happened and it's just the beginning of the year.

First off: Grandpa isn't doing so well. In the last two months he fell twice and every now and then he wakes up feeling dizzy. Mom and I had to take him to the hospital once; he got a really bad episode, and the medicine he got has some side effects but we can't do anything about it.

I know; and I'm sure mom knows too, that he's getting closer to the finish line. 94 ain't easy for anyone but grandpa was always a fighter. Yet even he has his limits, and I don't want to think about it but we have to be prepared for when the time comes.

Second: I said that I'd do my best to keep my promise, but honestly I haven't been doing a good job.

I've been saving money; I'm proud of that for once, but it goes as easy as it comes and that's my fault. This dopamine driven spendings are killing my savings, I feel tired all the time, haven't got a good night's sleep, I stopped eating the same amount I used to and I think I got a cavity.

I've been in and out of these depressive episodes, and they keep getting bigger and more frequent. I'm still determined to keep my promise but I just don't know when I'll make it. If at all.

Pets are okay though. I've been taking care of Milanesa, always making sure they have food, water and treats.

I don't know what else I can say. I was never someone that shared with others, not about myself that is. But it's fair you know a bit of me. Not that it matters anyway, I'm doing this more for me.

Anyway, that's it for now, I'll try to tell you more next time. I'll see you around. Good night.