help me choose

hey, so I just got my financial package from LAC and it’s not possible for me to go even if I really wanted to. I kind of had it all sorted out since they vouched to be full demonstrated need but I guess luck was not on my side. I currently have full rides offers as an intl to Haverford, Bates and Carleton, as well as pretty much full rides to Wesleyan and W&L. I very enjoy Haverford campus from what I see online and location, however I really like activism spirit of Bates since I am planning to major in politics and env.studies. It seems like I narrowed it down between Bates and Haverford, but I am really afraid to miss out on accesses to internships, supportive community especially for internationals as well as me being able to self-fund myself through working on campus. I have no idea what to choose and am currently quite in an emotional state since I already visualised my life at another college and now I am afraid I am going to make bad choice. Any opinions from current students, alumni or just people interested in helping? thank you!