Does anyone else feel like taking a pill reinforces the problem mentally

This is less about physical results and more about mindset
I tried viagra once and it worked, but the part that stuck with me wasn’t the result..it was the feeling of needing it like it subtly shifts your identity from “i’m good” to “i need help to be good” that’s been bothering me more than the actual issue itself.
I’ve been looking more into things that feel like general health optimization instead of a “fix,” like supplements (Drive by don, etc.)
jw if anyone else thinks about it this way or if i’m overanalyzing