I’m 83 days sober and I feel worse

I'm sober from alcohol for 83 days now and I feel worse. I have family and friends that when I experience mental health issues having attempted suicide, self medicating with alcohol they were quick to tell me that I was making the wrong decisions. They told me that fixing my chemical addiction I would right my wrong path.

They seemed to be supportive. Since going to rehab I don't hear from anyone. Unless I make the attempt there is no connection. They couldn’t even guess the number of days since I’ve consumed alcohol. What if sobriety only made me realize that I am alone and my relationships are one sided and transactional?