Regarding about the drama situation and stuff.

I know i had to apologize about this before and im sorry for not doing it in the right time but at least i get to finally do it right now, i apologize to the people who were genuinely affected about this because they didn't deserved my jerk and idiot behavior last month. most of the people are not gonna forgive me and that's ok because i wasted my second chance before and made myself look like awful and ruin everything but i wanted to clear up about the lies stuff: yes, i lied about some stuff but not EVERYTHING. it was more like very exaggeration coming from me and i let myself takeover by my negativity and anger and i lied, did awful stuff and act like a stupid jerk in general (lies such as me being ambushed by my old parents or me saying that everything was ok when it was actually NOT ok.) Now about the manipulation thing, i wasn't thinking right about what to do in that moment and my stupid mind thought "oh lets do this thing so i finally get to know what's going on the server!" WRONG! IT WAS AND IS STILL FUCKING MESS UP THING TO THINK AND TO DO. i cannot believe i let myself think that and do that shit which end up on messing up more the stuff that was already damaged and i just ran away like a coward and it came a bit late to realize that what i did was absolutely awful and stupid, giving me a great lesson to think before speak and act so shit like this don't happen anymore. as i said i don't seek being forgiven of this because is really unforgivable and it will take a lot of time to heal from this but i wanna do a fresh start and move on to become better person and leave the people alone because is what they deserve right now. SOME PEACE. thanks for reading whoever is gonna read this and goodnight.