F18 struggle to find the right people everytime

Hellooo there, people tend to unfriend or cut contact with me randomly when they realize how my behavior is or sometimes for no reasons which makes me heavily doubt on people more and more, i just want people that are open minded and can accept me lol, anyway.

Short intro im a nerd i do gaming, game dev and i love military (got back into playing arma 3 recently) and im open for anyone around my age and preferrably people from Europe as im european, im quite without filters so feel free to talk abt anything with me, be yourself, a short intro is welcomed aswell with age, interests, name and country at least.