28 [M4F] #NYC - Willing to take you in and discipline you. You're not good at bearing the burden of decision making for yourself, so let me do it. You can pay me with your soul and submission.

Now. What do you think you're doing? Facing reality? Living a life? Oh, sweetie... that's not for you. You know it. I know it. Who are you trying to fool here?

You're not cut out for "normal". Hell, you wouldn't know "normal" if it spit you in the mouth. Oh, right. You'd enjoy that. That's okay! It's okay to enjoy things that make you feel good. In fact, that should be your only purpose, shouldn't it?

You started being barely able to masturbate without feeling guilty, then you started watching porn.

Soon, vanilla videos stopped doing the trick as well. It all went downhill from there...you started needing filth, you needed rape, you needed objectification, you needed to expose yourself, you needed cruelty.

The sweet, innocent girl doesn't exist anymore, you are too far gone..COME GET WORSE.

You know you can't stop rubbing and edging and gooning. You know even normal porn does nothing for you. You know thinking is not our strong suit. So why not give in?

It's so easy! All you have to do is edge. Edge. Edge more. Edge and feel your burdens, your inhibitions, your thoughts and values drip away, leaving you an empty, rubbing, mindless happy doll. Dolls are pretty! Dolls are fun! And you want to be pretty and fun so much...

Of course we both know once you cum the thinkies come back, and the thinkies make you feel bad. So why not... edge forever? Never cumming. Always falling deeper and deeper, getting sluttier and sluttier, feeling so sexy and desired and valued as a precious object to get other people off...

Your body will become my canvas, a playground for my desires. I will mold you to my will, shaping you into the perfect embodiment of submission. Your every breath, every movement, will be a testament to your devotion to me.

I'll send you another long text on what I plan to do if you reach out and let me know that you're actually interested. Been doing it for 5+ years now. You won't be disappointed with the outcome of our conversations. Whatever is written above is just literary skills. We both know your need more than that to make yourself accountable and better each day. I have a plan. And I'll tailor it to meet your needs in whatever stage or circumstances you're in at this point in your life.