I'm sad, I can't play the flute because my throat hurts right after.

Basically, when I play, I get a sore throat that takes weeks to completely heal, and even then, every now and then I try again just to see if it's resolved, even knowing it won't and I'll just get that throat sensation again.

Seriously, it's very frustrating and makes me want to cry. The flute is one of my favorite instruments, but it seems like life doesn't want to let me play it.