No more wind left in my sails

Usually I can fan myself to get over the finish line. but i now have nothing. im so sad.

I think im depressed. I dont even want to look at bdsm right now. maybe the book made me more depressed. its so bad. if it was smut I should have read smut. instead I get this horrible story where everything magically gets fixed instantly. whats the point!!!!!

now I have energy. ahhhhhhhh!

ahhhhhhhh!!!!