42F married asian who loves to cheat on hubby and cuck him still horny for men to use me

So yes I'm married for the past 20 years to this impotent hubby but I stayed faithful for him but since last year I could not curb my urges and horniness and finally cheated with my white colleague he is soo big and fit that he tore open my vagina and had my first anal sex with him it was painful but heavenlyyy loved it and him for this.

But I get horny soo easily and love men especially strangers who degrade and humiliate me without any limits