i can’t take it anymore

the world doesn’t seem like a place i want to live in. every conversation i have feels like trying to explain to someone how im drowning while they shrug their shoulders and make an offhand comment about the state of the world and how mental health is so bad these days.

i guess this is my note. hi mom and dad who i know will see this because you could never keep your grubby mitts out of my private life. and goodbye. i want to say it’s not your fault but i can’t say that without lying. and i’m tired of lying to you. i tried to reach out for help but you pushed me away. and it broke me