I took an Oath without even thinking, Now Im regretting it

I kept the Quran on my head and took an oath a few days ago That i will never do these things:

1: I will not Stand up for National Anthems

2: I will never say “Vande Matram” or “Bharat Mata ki Jay”

3: Whenever someone will ask me that Religion first or Nation, I will always reply Religion

4: I will not celebrate Independence Day and Republic Day

I took all these oaths without thinking and Im regretting it, I study in a school that Deeply patriotic, I should have taken these after graduation😭

Pls give advice what should I do