playing with a broken knuckle...? Losing hope...

Growing up as a musician...I promised myself that i gotta at least master piano. So i began learning years ago when my body was slowly giving up. I have a neuromuscular disorder that makes me have warped perception of my body map cortex. And my body can stiffen up and lose function halfway through the day.

While i was able play through my condition, i have a broken knuckle that prevents me from lifting my right ring finger. i can strike down but can only lift it a little bit so its very hard to play. Its made me depressed for a longtime.

When my nueromuscular condition got worse in 2023 i had to stop playing all my instruments and its been that way ever since. When i heal i really want to get back into piano again but im still hopeless about being able to improve while my ring finger is messed up.