Can you please help me with this one?

Hi guys, I want to know your thoughts or opinions about this:

For almost seven months, I’ve had a crush on Keonho and James from a K-pop boy band called Cortis. I’m not really into K-pop, but honestly, those two guys caught my attention, and I can’t help but admire them both. (I’m just admiring them—so maybe it’s not bad to like two people at the same time, right?)

Seriously, I don’t know how to move on from them because my brain is constantly making up fake scenarios, and it’s causing me to isolate myself too much. At the same time, I kind of understand why I’m doing this. I’m not very open with my family—my parents and older sisters are far away, and my younger siblings here with me are too young to understand my problem. I also don’t have a close friend I can rely on to talk about this.

That’s why I want to ask for your opinions or suggestions. What do you guys think I should do? Should I try an internet detox so I won’t see their faces for a while? Or what kind of process should I follow to move on?

Honestly, these constant imaginations and looking at their pictures are making me tired. It makes me feel lazy, unproductive, and kind of stuck on them 🫩