Smh I never thought I would feel this way

To be only 24 years old I never thought I be in the position in my life where I hate my job so much I cry before clocking in…

First things first I hate even saying I hate my job because I truly am still grateful to have it when there’s many people in this world who are struggling to obtain one .. but I just can’t take mine anymore wen I first joined the company I loved it, calls were slow I get paid 20.20 and u would think that’s amazing for someone like me first time ever getting paid this much and I work wfh but the pay and wfh does not out-way how bad this company treats u

For one im pregnant and it’s been causing me major health issues for 2 my brother was shot as well and for me to be the only sibling around having to take care of him after having 2 strokes after the fact back in the fourth to the hospital for him and for myself been stressful asf…and today I think I’m at my last straw

For one all providers do is curse me out all day for thing I have no control over ..then we get QA 40 calls a month ..which no job I’ve been with ever did QA this much and we don’t take tht many calls a day their actually slow …I just made 2 years with this company we gained no raise , no extra pto, matter of fact pto doesn’t even roll over to next year so if you end the year with -40 u begin it with -40 also now I’m on a verbal warning which took away my ability to use any of my pto for my dr appointments for my high risk pregnancy because for the past 3 months I was told I just passed my Qa score passing is 96 I ended with 96 but they expected higher !! So now I’m force to not be able to go to my appointments unless I’m forced to call out to go to my high risk appointments that will not be covered and risk me being on a written warning which will be further action taking against me

I just find this pure bs and I’m trying to stick it through until I give birth bc I’m eligible for 10 weeks of maternity leave and best believe once I go into my leave after giving birth I will be finding a new job and leaving this company!! I graduate with my AS degree this month and also start pursuing my bachelor’s May for it and cybersecurity as well as getting my sec + cert and doing a PKI cohort and hoping to obtain my true career I want in tech