42F I have a kink to Lick the nipples of the men who fuck me

Hi Im 42 asian married for the past 20 years to an useless hubby and finally decided to cheat on him and take my life in ny own hands but I have always had this fetish to play with the nipples of the men who fuck me. I want to Lick it and drench it with my saliva and suck it dry and bite it and finally want to rub my nipples to his for an hour till I orgasm I tried it with my colleague with whom I cheated but he called me "weird chink" Is sucking men's nipples soo strange?