im just ANGRY

im angry. im angry at everyone. maybe i dont have the right to, idk honstly. i try not to be, but i know deep inside i really am. everyone in life always made me think I AM THE PROBLEM. I AM WEIRD. I AM JUST STUPID. i doesnt matter who - parents, friends, collagues. everyone. nobody even considered my "weird" behavior could have a reason. nobody, EVER. it is just easier to judge me and say that i am a weirdo, i am lazy, i am this and that. AND IM ANGRY THAT I WAS AND STILL AM MISUNDERSTOOD. at 19 it turned out I have adhd. but nobody cares, really. its just being inattentive, right? no. no its not. but nobody cares to think anything about it. i am just just weird and why bother. i know i have to adapt to life, cuz life wont adapt to me, and i try to. every single day. but it doesnt change the fact that im angry. F THIS.