Dawson awaiting

i just found out i got rejected from vanier so be real with me is it over for dawson id be fine with even just a waitlist honestly but i feel like its over now i applied to lsj with around an 85 which they said at open house was right in the competitive zone but i dont know now i was gone for school for around 2 months due to medical leave and when i got back instead of marking off my term they did it for the ones i failed so some classes where i had done one exam in that exam counter for 100% of my term which nerfed me so hard considering i worked really hard for a 90 average in the first term