35 [M4A] Germany/online - My weird couple sexuality

I would like to discuss my weird sexuality, maybe I'm aegosexual or similar.

I'm into women with long hair that dress feminine, like wearing skirts and pantyhose and having a approachable and kind face.

I have healthy libido and have urges every other day.

Yet I'm disgusted by body fluids and having sex myself. So I wouldn't want to fuck.

I fantasize about others seeing me naked.

It turns me on to see everyday couples where I'm into the girl.

I'm not gay. Yet I fantasize about watching him doing her and both of them enjoying my reactions. I don't feel envy. The only important thing is that she enjoys it.

If you feel similar or are just curious I'm happy to text.