Tired of all the negativity
I’m only putting the trigger warning cause it’s mentioned in this vent I’m not a victim so just wanna say that up here at the top so I don’t feel like I’m playing up something.
I’ve been talking to a girl for a bit at this point and honestly I didn’t see us ever dating so we started just like being more of friends. And today she woke up and I asked her how she slept and she was like “good, didn’t throw up” which is good cause she hasn’t been able to eat for like 2 weeks and then all of a sudden she’s like “I realized I’ll never be able to love a man because they are all stupid” and I’m kinda like…okay??? Pop off do what you want. And then she’s like “most men will rape at least once in their life and not even count it as rape” and I know she has been raped before by her ex and he did a lot of other terrible shit to her. It’s a serious things so maybe she’s just going through it. So I kinda play along and be like men suck and especially those types of men. And then she’s like “but all men are pedophiles” and I’m like uh no not all. And she’s doubles down saying all men are pedos and I’m like even I am? Which to that she says “to be a weeb you have to be a pedophile” and I’m a bit of a weeb I like anime and shit but she literally just called me a pedophile straight to me. And she adds more about how the characters are designed and look I understand some of them are made to look young despite being old as shit. But that doesn’t mean I’m cranking my hog to them!! I typically avoid those anime’s that do that as much as I can because it’s disgusting. And I say that to her but she’s just stands her ground saying I’m a pedophile and probably a rapist. COMPLETELY OUT OF NOWHERE BTW. Anyone I’m down one online friend now cause I blocked her after that. I will sit here and talk about the corruption of the world with the people who are rapist and pedophiles but to sit there and directly accuse me of that heinous stuff is absolutely disgusting and insane. Ugh I struggle with self esteem and self image a lot and now I just feel horrible about myself being called something I know I’m not. Like should I stop watching anime so people don’t think I’m a pedo? Cause I fucking have pedos. My uncle was one and I want his ass dead. Ugh. Just ruined my fucking day and I can’t stop thinking about it like what did I do for her to say that shit to me.
Posted Apr 3, 2026, 4:49 PM UTC