So I get this probably gets asked a lot I've done a load of googling asked chat gpt loads of stuff but I'd rather get some actual opinions or people that have either been through it, going through it or are just knowledgeable.  

current stats, I'm 35 male, 5ft 6, 82kg 

I've been consistently training in the gym 3 full body workouts a week, 5k run on a Sunday, id say I'm pretty healthy I started in October at 90kg I'm currently 82kg today so 6 months of progress, I've put on a bit of muscle and definitely look better in clothes but I'm still not happy with how I look, I really want to run a 300mg test cyp only cycle pinning twice a week in my delts, my bf% is roughly 25% 

could anyone with experience please chime in and tell me if I'm an idiot for considering this or should I really wait till I'm about 15%bf, I've considered a hard cut to get to 15% so I can clean bulk and run a test cycle, I've also considered reta but I'm worried I won't hit my macros if I suppress my appetite, I'm eating 1800 calories at the moment and don't think I could go any lower as my energy just drops off if I try eat less. fed up of all the hard work all the eating clean to look in the mirror and still see a cheeseburger physique :( 

uploaded a photo of how I look at the moment. please help lol 

Test only cycle, advice wanted please.