I did something dumb

I had his number and reached and he basically admitted to what they did to me. I thought it would help give me clarity but it did not.

I asked why he bothered stoppppng since he admitted he knew shouldn't have started and his exact message was

"After I ate you out I saw you were hurt, but I knew you were close to cumming for me and thought it would make you feel better. When you were cumming your head went back, and I saw the bruises on your neck and freaked out. "