Deep resentment of society

Venting

does anyone else feel a deep resentment of society for forcing this shit on you. I've been struggling with addictions literally since I can remember, as a kid I had a crazy screen and video game addiction and that morphed into a short form content addiction as a teen along with porn and alcohol. I'm now in my late teens and I've been trying to get myself off of everything and it's so fucking difficult and I just feel so angry about it because I never really was given a choice in any of this. it's just as long as I can remember I've been this way and no one ever warned me about the consequences no one ever intervened to help me. and I get that as an adult you have a level of self responsibility, but I was a fucking early teenager when most of this shit started. I had health classes and yes they warned me about alcohol but there was nothing about porn or doom scrolling and honestly those two have been more damaging because of the amount of fucking time I've wasted on them, at least with alcohol I had friends and experiences. I just feel a deep resentment that all this shit was essentially forced upon me by the world.

Posted Apr 3, 2026, 4:54 PM UTC

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