I need someone to save me.

(using save instead of help cause it's not allowed)

I dunno how I'm gonna say but I still want to please don't judge me or anything I'm just lost atp.

I'll start from the start.

So there's a girl with whom I've been in love with madly in love with but and it's been almost an year I've been looking her and trying to talk to her since we don't have anything in common like not even a single thing. I see her pass by infront of my house on her scooty, she works at a bank and I'm a student (the age gap between us would be 3-4 years imo, that's not a problem to me at all). I've been trying to manifest a conversation with her or something in common so I could let her know my presence but nothing worked tho she knows that I exist but that's not the point why I'm asking for "help" so today I got to know that she got ENGAGED. I went to a temple nearby and I saw her with my eyes she was getting engaged to someone that just broke my heart I saw my future with her getting vandalised in front of my eyes that just broke all my hopes my faith everything.

Ik im looking like a fool like who cries for someone they never dated or even not talked too but here I am crying my heart out. I'm just shattered and cooked. Because of manifesting and visualising that made me feel like we are gonna be together no matter what ig that's my fault. I've imagined/visualised my whole future with her and that made me feel that "it's already done nothing's gonna be go against me,I'm working on myself, staying positive, trying to get closer to her so I could start a conversation with her" but ig this is not what universe wanted.

Now I'm just broken and feeling like everything I thought has fallen apart which really is. i dunno what should I do next ig i would never be able to trust anyone or anything neither universe I'm sorry for saying this but i just don't know what to do. If someone's reading this please "save" me and again please don't judge me or something.