I did race play for the first time last night

Or some form of it. It was done virtually via video sex chat. We were both masturbating and she told me “use the N word”. A part of me wanted to skip her but she was very hot and the only person I had found that night who was willing to do anything with me. So I said the N word with hard R and she got turned on and got off immediately, then I got off on watching her. I do regret it. If I could take it back I would, but it is what it is. I won’t be losing sleep over it. Never would do it again though