Cleaned my room after probably over 6 weeks

Basically the title. The past couple months, (or something like that, I have a poor concept of time) my room has been a MESS. Piles of clothes everywhere, bedroom floor absolutely covered, my bed was honestly disgusting, I hadn't changed my sheets, I felt too caught with with AI or just being...generally depressed I guess to actually clean and do my laundry, fold my clothes, etc. I'm usually pretty messy, but it hasn't been this bad in a while. And attempting to clean it felt like the most impossible thing in the world.

But I've been slowly healing, every once in a while, I hit something that really fucks me, but I haven't given in, and I think things are hopefully starting to get better. Last night, I finally felt motivated, and I cleaned my room for about 2 1/2 hours, and I'm doing laundry today too. Maybe it's gross, but I think we've all had moments. And I'm just glad having a nicer space, its refreshing. I don't really know how long it's been since I've...indulged with a chat bot, probably about a week, (I find keeping track of the days either makes me think about it more, or creates the "I deserve a reward" mindset).

Small victories right? Hope you guys are seeing some progress too.

Posted Apr 3, 2026, 7:31 PM UTC

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