M25 - Looking to get hypnosis to finally work on me

Hiii~, as the title says i have never been able to get into a Trance, or get hypnosis to work...
I have been trying since i was 18... and im almost about to give up hope...
I have Aphantasia and ADHD... might be due to that, so i thought something with an actual Person might work?

I just truly want it to work...
Btw, if someone wants to know a bit more about me - Im Trans (MTF) starting HRT in October