This world is so unfair want is the point of still trying

The unfairness of this world makes me wanna just fucking die. I'm fresh out of a breakup and I'm worried that no woman's ever gonna fucking want me again because this was the only girl that's ever wanted me. And two decades on this fucking world and no other woman has ever wanted me. And just seeing how the majority of women can find partners and sexual experiences just so simply and easily, it just makes me question how the fuck do I just continue living in this fucking world where if I wanna get laid and I wanna find someone to love me, I have to develop myself and work on myself and then there's a chance that I'll fucking find someone to love me, but there's a higher chance that I'm just gonna fucking die alone anyway. I could just reach 80 years of age. And I could just still fucking die alone. And I wasted my time being alive then. Compared to women that could just solve that exact problem I have so simply. So what the fuck are we doing? This is not worth living through.