i like my job. I dont want to get another

Pizza delivery is easy. I like seeing animals around the woods. I like listening to music. Its predictable

Also wears down my car. Also costs gas money (they reimburse but gas prices are rising and they are slowly increasing it still). Also less benefits and no pay. Also an inconsistent schedule, closing at 3 in the morning messing up my sleep schedule.

I want a boring office job. I decided design is cringe and bogus and i no longer want to go into it which i realized pretty much immediately after getting a bfa. Designers always seem to be struggling a ton and I decided that I am not passionate enough for that to be anything other than soul sucking. Although, tbf, hard to get any job

but i dont want to get another job that i dont know if ill like. or rlly any change

Im also autistic and hate change. After college, i had trouble adjusting bcs I was used to my routine and not having it made me anxious. I wore the same socks for a decade until my mom begged me to stop bcs I just dont want to change what isnt broken. I dont update devices unless they become unusable enough to warrent it and I get stressed about it then because I will have to adjust to a change. I would not care for a luxury vehicle bcs I am used to driving a hyundai sonata and the change would make me so anxious.

Like i can do it, im an adult, but im gonna complain the whole time