unfair world

the world doesn’t feel designed with fairness in mind, and that’s what makes it so hard to believe there’s some perfect being behind it all. if god is real, then why build a system where people are judged before they even speak? where some are born into beauty, wealth, safety and others into struggle, rejection, and pain they didn’t ask for? why create people only to let them suffer more just because of how they look, who they love, or where they’re born?

why are babies brought into situations where they never even get a chance? into hunger, into war, into homes that can’t protect them? why create minds capable of cruelty so extreme it destroys lives innocent people, children, people who haven’t even lived yet? and then call it “free will” like that explains anything. it doesn’t. it just shifts the blame without answering why a system like that exists in the first place.

“everything happens for a reason” sounds comforting until you realize how much of what happens is just senseless pain. there’s nothing meaningful about a child suffering or someone losing everything randomly. if there is a god, why would that kind of suffering even be part of the design?

it starts to feel less like faith and more like trying to justify something that doesn’t add up. because a god that demands worship while allowing this level of unfairness doesn’t feel just it feels indifferent at best, and cruel at worst.