Talking about my fantasies

I posted here before but i removed it lol, but ill just post again bc why not lol. I like to imagine getting fucked but then they press down on my tummy gently, that randomly makes me feel really good. I like the idea of being groped by older creepy men in a crowded space, but honestly i don't know if I'll actually like that if it ever happens irl because i panic very easily especially around men(i feel uncomfortable when they are to close) , but idea really turns me on. This ones weird but i also get turned on by fantasizing about babysitting for a family where the dad is larger than me but not like muscular wise, and his just a like touching me all weird when his wife isn't around or upstairs somehwere in their house, idk if i like spanking but if he were to hit my ass when i bend over to pick something up would be really hot but also make me uncomfortable lol, im not really the type to push advances off but im not egging it on either, im more like a deer in headlights im scared/nervous but im staying there. And also.. a creepy uncle who makes all kinds of dirty comment towards me and makes me sit on his lap, then placing a blanket over us so no one in the family can see that his moving my hips to grind on his crotchand just touching me, and at some point im bouncing on his lap and biting my lios to stay quiet, but its so hard feeling all of him inside me throbbing with every bounce i take while his own wife is oblivious in the same room. Like a good scenario would be if we were all watching a amovie with the visiting family (my uncle and aunts) and my uncles makes me do all this. And also if he doesn't even bother moving me himself, he lets me take his cock but im whining and on the verge of tears because im not being completely satisfied because my movements are to slow and shaky 😭but like its a fantasy i would absolutely never sleep with anyone in my family