I broke my mom's favorite bowl and I feel bad.

It's a little bit more than just that. I hate my life right now. Had to drop out of college cause we have no money to pay for tuition. I'm currently trying to get a scholarship. I'm 19 and live with my parents. My sister is 22 and also dropped out. She has a small job she does part time now. I'm alright handling some things in the house. I wash my dad's car. I handle our water system (I pump water when there's none). I'm the only boy here so I do majority of the hard labor. My parents have made it clear to me not to feel bad but today I feel even worse. I broke my mom's favorite bowl. I feel so dumb. I've texted my mother about it. Hopefully she's not too upset. Can't even enjoy my meal now.