Another one

My fiancé just had another tonic clinic seizure while we were playing board games at our friends house. I noticed she was having absent seizures so I got worried and said let’s leave mid game. Everyone looked at me weird as I guided my partner out the living room. As we were walking the inevitable happened and I safely guided her on the ground.

Everyone was in shock.

I called for an ambulance and we’re now in hospital waiting for her pee results as I write this.

I’ve seen 6 big seizures now and it just gets worse in terms of my mental health. We’re getting married in a few weeks and I’m so stressed, not about marriage but about my poor, beautiful wife to be’s future.

It’s so traumatising. I keep thinking “I can’t do this for the rest of my life” but I also can’t leave her because of her condition. She’s everything to me. I’m just not cut out for seeing this type of pain. I need serious help.

I’m dying to talk with someone who lives with their partner who has seizures and I want to know how they cope. I’m lost. I love her so much.