What should I do

So posting on a throwaway account, I am a ESL fanfic writer. And my second fic (WIP) was written partially aided by ai as in when I have a writer’s block I used it generate a starting point. Ai was used as a beta to check spelling and grammar. And recently I can see the boycott of AI usage in fanfic. And it changed the way I think of AI usage. I don’t know if I should take down my fic, or apologize to the readers and continue it without AI Aide. I feel shame for using AI and getting praised while so many other Fanfic creators, who create amazing content without AI aide do not. What’s your opinion