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I am a 35 year old male and was previously in a 10 year relationship and when it ended I need to heal for an entire year. When I felt like I had gotten back enough of myself I started putting my self back out there. I met a beautiful 29 year old female who just clicked from the beginning. We couldn't stop talking and she felt so engaged with me. She also had a long traumatic relationship end where she was together for 8 years, got married and pregnant. During pregnancy her ex cheated on her and she divorced him. Her and I connected over the healing process and the lessons we each learned from our pasts. She mentioned spiritual signs like words and numbers that we were a match! I love everything and was so committed. We probably date about a month but we're very quickly a couple. About a month later I was introduced to her daughter, and her family and was everything was incredible!. She had been withholding something though. And I could sense it so I kept mentioning to her that something felt off and she needed to get it off her chest. It was in regards to her healing phase where she had said she didn't sleep with anyone for 6 months but in reality she was sleeping with someone the week before we met. Anyway did it bother me. Yes. But our relationship and the bond I was committed to with her family and daughter outweighs everything. We started going into a phase of arguments and we are both triggering each other. Slieves that it was just too frequent and we are toxic. I i believe we can learn from it and there is a little girl who means more than our trauma s. What put the nail in the coffin is is when her ex threatened taking her to child custody if I didn't meet him. I did mee5 him but I felt that it was wrong meeting per his term. I hadn't met him because her and her family had all told me that he is highly manipulative and she mentioned that she was worried he would ruin our relationship. We'll when he met I was very proud of how I handled the situation. I remained calm and tried to just keep it focused on the importance of his daughter. He was calling me not a m'man' and a 'pussy' to my face. He asked if I loved my gf. And I said she knows where I stand. He used that against me saying I couldn't even say I loved her...she ended up holding that against me as well. These didn't sit next tome and did not support me in the direspect from her ex. On his way out she asked to speak her in private and she went outside and did so. That action of hers really hurt me.when he left I shook his hand and he claimed to her that it was too firm and I scared him.
Now is when she comes back in and I may forever live in regret. She didn't say anything and sso I was very upset and quickly started all the energy he lit in me out in my words against her. I said the most awful things in that moment and she didn't deserve any of it. I honestly felt like she was checking out and I was loosing the one I love. .....part1

I love her,i have continued pursuing this, i am healing every way she has asked!