Feelings, overrated

Quit my job, built a camper van, traveled around for about 2 months before my 7 year relationship blew up. Gave up the van and our dog. Moved back in with my parents. Haven't gotten high in 6 months, except an eighth I bought when I went back and traveled with my ex for a month. She was my only friend.

Slowly been applying for jobs, not having any luck. Don't have a good relationship with my parents. Feel weird being here.

Met a lady. Was honest about where I'm at, she was kind. Really felt like we had a connection. She seemed interested even though I'm heartbroken, unemployed, and living with my parents. I told her I was applying for Canadian citizenship and she stopped responding lol. Not sure that's even the reason... Man, I am not ready for this. Just going to double down on finding a job.

Being sober has been great, but moments like these, it would be quite nice.