24 [F4M] #England - a moment of realisation

Well here I go😂 I’ve struggled with if I should post this or not today but I’m biting the bullet!

I was at a friends wedding yesterday on my own as I was a day guest and my BF was an evening guest. Throughout the day I was surrounded by people so happy but it made me realise you shouldn’t have to hide what you want from those who care because they’ll love you either way.

My BF is honestly such a good man and we’ve been together 2 years, he helped me a lot and my friends and family love him, however yesterday made me realise that yes he has helped me so much and I do care for him but I’m on my next stage in life and don’t think he’ll be with me.

I broke up with him this morning and it’s been tough but I’m posting because my realisation was that I’m a sub and I can’t be in a vanilla relationship anymore, I’ve always been worried about what people think of me etc and never truly devoted to a dom. I need that, I need to stop pretending and hiding and I want a dom in my life who is unafraid of being public with our dynamic, my friends would see how controlling he is and how submissive I am to him they may not understand but it’s what I need and I realised yesterday.

I’m looking for a Dom who has experience with TPE and retraining submissives that is confident and older than me. So yeah if you’re UK based and this sounds like you I’d love to chat. Hit me with what resonated in my post and why you think we should speak.

PLEASE BE UK ONLY!!

🫶🏻🫶🏻

LB