Looking for genuine people in Delhi. 23 and just want to be happy.

I am a big nerd, no two ways about it. I am a shy person struggling to find his place in a world that feels overwhelmingly rigid. I am very awkward in social situations, i often retreat into my own thoughts, uncomfortable with revealing much about himself to others. My personality remain hidden, covered by a quiet manner and an ever present fear of judgment.

In my heart there is a longing to embrace my femininity. I dream of dressing in soft fabrics, expressing myself as a femboy or crossdresser, and exploring this part of my identity that society often forces me to suppress. The fear of rejection and societal expectations keeps me firmly in the closet, unable to show the world anything.

What i crave most is friendship, someone who can see beyond the surface and accept me without conditions. I long for a connection with someone who is non-judgmental, kind, and understanding a person who can make me feel safe and appreciated for who i am, even the parts i am too afraid to show. I hope to find someone who makes me feel special, someone who allows me to express me femininity without fear, even if it’s just in small, private moments.

For me, it’s not about grand gestures or sweeping changes but the simple, profound joy of being seen and loved for my authentic self. I am searching for a friendship that offers warmth and acceptance, someone who makes me feel nice about himself and gives me the space to embrace the feminine side of myself so that i can be happy atleast even for a small time. If there's anyone who is willing to be friends atleast that would mean a lot to me.