Is it Timing, Paintnce or Strengh

So for context I have started taking God seriously since 7-8 months ago and he's helped me become a better person.

I'm the sort of guy to lightly make fun of himself to make other's laugh.( dont think it's because I want their approval i just want to be myself)I have light ADHD, also until a year ago almost completely socially inept(still kinda am but I'm alot more confident now)and because of that I feel like no one has ever really understood me, especially now that I am a Christian and taking life seriously.

Now what I'm trying to say is i prayed to God to give me a brother that can understand me and i feel like no progress is being made there.So I dont know if it's just not the right Timing, If I need to be Paitaint or That I am not Strong enough

Please Pray for me 😭😭🙏🙏✌️