Straight but envy of female sex

Okay we all see the posts about guys curious of bottoming and so on

Is there any guy that started exploring bottoming and sucking because when they watch porn they realised they envy the females position.

It seems much more fun to be the sub.

So yeah I call myself straight for dating purposes and don’t get me wrong I can be a dom on girls

But for me I do this just for the “sex”, to be in their position is just a form of “exploration”.

Being filled. Orgasming hands free all that fun stuff.

Dm me if you have the like mind :)